
Flowers of remembrance
It's 33 years ago today...
If you would read this, yonder
in faraway Africa
"a very happy birthday"
I couldn't give you
flowers from our garden
but in my heart I still
remember and cherish
the soundness and intense joy
of when you were born
All memories, like tender
beautiful flowers
today I can call you by your name
"dear Inge"
"a very happy birthday"
yonder in faraway Africa
Mum 13.09.00
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Trees die upright
Birds are still sitting on your branches
The wind caresses your bald crown
You're standing so majestic and very upright, yet
the battle has run its course
No silver lake and no future either
slowly everything gets undermined
how can it be that you
are slowly dying away ?
You were beautiful in your fresh spring coat
but I even loved you more in winter
when everything was grey and bald
and you, the silver proud den in our garden
in white or ice, your wintercoat
with here or there once in a while
a spark of light and a ray of sunshine
that's how you contributed to the hope that overcame winter
I haven't counted the years, nor the heights
8 stories high perhaps and only
twenty years young, you looked so strong
and so sure of yourself
Haven't I hugged you enough ? or
thank you enough, or were you just tired
of all that standing up
well, what does it matter
The last few months your silver turned
brown, and all that rests is a bald crown
but also your dead silhouet
I still like
I'd like to thank you for all those years
The joy you gave us
Even if you weren't human
You lived in the heart of our garden
What silent joy brings
Generosity and abundance
Voyage of discovery
Nature and joy of gardening
ria - 2003
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Silver fir, 2 years later
Bruised, de-barked, damaged
all over your limbs
You're still there
although soon you will be past
A woodpigeon, silvergrey and round
keeps guard for a little while longer
And basks himself in the sun, generously smiling,
for quite a while
A picture, on your skinny branch
They, well fed
with a nice coat of feathers
And you, how weak you look now
Regularly, birds coming to rest
on your dead skeleton
not a soft, but a willing bed
oh, give it up
Your SOUL has fled
a bit more each year
it hurts
yet there will never be an end
when they chop you down, later, in winter
dug up your roots
a new cycle will start
and in the sky, more horizon will develop
I'll mist you, silver fir of ours !
August 3, 2005 - ria