
one day, I will awaken at last in heaven
and living or dead, you
will be there to hold both of my hands
that will tremble no longer as we sit
face to face and see to the bottom
of each others eyes, each taking a turn
first me and then you, in speaking aloud all
of the small dark things we held back
from each other, back when the wind
might still have cooled these skins, back
when we could still bleed, so easy--
so easy, back before we knew for sure
that bleeding for each other
first you and then me,
was the only chance we ever had,
one day I will awaken at last in heaven
and living or dead, you
will be there.