Panic and Anxiety Attacks : Self Defense
Psychics well know that along with psychic gifts, come awful penalties.
Spending a lifetime, in snippets, with highly psychic abducting entities has made my intuitions uncanny.
One technique that seems easy enough, is to internally tell yourself that you wish to be "open", and then to relax, as you await an insight or mind's eye picture.
I was once stopped in a busy college hallway by an unknown female student who grabbed my arm and blocked my path, to class, who said "Read me; I want you to read me!"
I was startled and affronted, wondering how this student had heard that I could do such things and suddenly worried about job security if Administration became aware.
I told her,"forget it" but she actually half-pushed me against a wall, and insisted again.
I relaxed completely, still annoyed and was flooded with an image of water, lake water, a shore surrounded by water, accompanied by a feeling of dread.
I quickly asked her,"Why am I seeing water?", to which she shrugged.
I asked her again.
"Oh," she said, "I'm on the swimming team."
I told her,"promise me that you'll never swim in a lake, it's far too dangerous and you might drown, and promise me you'll tell no one about this moment and conversation."
She agreed and I, late for class hurried elsewhere.
It's a totally relaxed state that allows images to float in accompanied by an expectation that it will; the real problem is trying to figure out, what it actually means.
Part of the alarming nature of the unknown is its mysterious link to the known; I awaken each night to a lewd exhibition of the merging.
I open my eyes and turn to see the digital alarm clock, sitting on the lamp table next to my bed and see: 12:12, and 1:11 am, 2:22 am and 3:33 am and 4:44 am.
This distresses me so badly, upon awakening, that I cannot think; a wave of panic that SOMETHING is awakening me, with alacrity, strikes me, as the calculated odds of awakening each night precisely at those specific times is, without question, astronomically impossible.
The message intended seems designed to throw me off balance, to keep me wrapped in fearful confusion; it lets me know that I am being toyed with but yields no greater insight.
It has taught me that when I sleep I wander amongst adept monsters and psychic beastly company.
Sometimes after abductions, the inter dimensional door, left open, invites the gangster fringe element of the spirit world; worse, sometimes, demons are thrown into the equation as spite work, and to muddle the picture, for one's repeated attempts at thwarting abductions.
As my spirituality increases, it appears that I am become more of an increasing beacon, a porch light, for psychic moths and bats, a metaphor for Dark Force entities.
Amazingly, NOT all of those negative energies afoot, earthbound, are human!
Some are reptilians.
“For we are fighting with people not made of flesh and blood, but against persons without bodies—evil rulers of the unseen world, those mighty satanic beings and great evil princes of darkness who rule this world, and against huge numbers of wicked spirits in high places. Ephesians 6.”
Some are reptilians!
One of my growing psychic sensitivities, an allergy of sorts, acts as an early warning system; my skin burns locally with a painful 'buzzing', when a negative thought entity intrudes upon my energies and insinuates a 'connection.'
In such a moment, should sprayed holy water from a plant misting bottle fail to end the pain, I seek a powerful and usually successful ethereal cleansing technique, using running shower water to 'wash', as I visualize washing dark energy down the drain.
It is a defensive tool I have learned to use, to combat the buildup of static electricity, and of EMG connections associated with the pinching, painful 'touch' of predatory, stubborn, unseen and almost 'hungry' entities.
One particular unseen entity awed and baffled me when, rather than vanish, it used the shower water's energy to partially materialize, for a full moment or two to study me, an energy lunch who resisted, and refused to be nibbled at!
It had suddenly drained energy from me, had burned my skin where connections touched, and had buzzed me within, psychically; sudden, unprovoked sexual urges and odd, negative ideation had surfaced.
These are two uniformly similar signature symptoms, of virtually all negative thought entities.
To my horror and disbelief, under the shower's waters, a creature had semi-materialized!
It had stared me right in the eye, had blinked and had looked again.
It had stood under four feet upright, with catlike slit eyes, and had closely resembled a scaled monitor lizard, in aspect and facial structure.
The reptilian had viewed me with its head tilted, cocked sideways, birdlike; it had piercingly studied me with an alert intelligence that had radiated a proprietary curiosity.
After a few seconds, the creature had vanished.
Still under the shower's waters, I had remained frozen, in abject disbelief, and could not believe my eyes;
Amazed, I had seen a creature materialize and vanish like smoke, a creature that I had never imagined existed,
identical in construct to the velosoraptor creatures, in Steven Spielberg's film, "Jurassic Park".
It had radiated a proprietary and sinister demeanor.
Like those cinema raptors, this short, standing reptile had an expression of intense saurian intellect, a mirrored combination of a conscious man and a reptile.
I had been very horrified to glimpse a momentary semi- materialized, inquisitive, immature reptilian 'alien', because it had long had a reputation in UFO literature and research, as an inter dimensional bottom feeder, a sinister common parasite of human consciousness and a clear overlord of all other alien entities, who often pilot UFO craft.
These beings perceived us as mere, "containers", to supplant their energies within our minds and bodies. 
Post abduction, alien abductee predation, is done through implant energy drains and by inserting alien energy astral attachments, within the layered human psyche, towards a goal of eventual possession.
During some physical human abductions, reptilian and grey astral energies are deposited, by the lamprey parasites that they are, within the multi layered human psyche/energy.
Predatory relationships with mankind define their nature.
Hollow Earth reptilians are as native and terrestrial to our planet as are thunderstorms; they are the game wardens of this preserve that we call, 'Earth, and like good game wardens, they do not let the creatures within, suspect that it is, indeed, a preserve.
Reptilians, as evidenced by the shower incident, are inter dimensional, (and inter galactic); as beings, they use the same astral doorway dimension that ghosts and demons do, to enter and exit our reality.
Why proprietary?
The lower Earth animal forms seen as reptiles, amphibians, insects are mirrored and echoed by the higher technological forms which have been seen aboard craft who have lent their DNA to create this preserve.
We , too, are constructs of their creative meddling.
When people ask them,"Where are you from?" Where do you come from?", they are often told,"We come from within",
as 'alien' energies, deep within the multi layered human psyche/mind.
Evil is as evil does: kidnapping, rape, telepathic attack, possession, medical procedures, psychic attacks causing anxiety, Dark, insidious, omnipresent whispers, micro-managing of our emotions, energies and sexuality through implant drains.
The Alien Relationship to mankind, is one of treating us like guinea pigs, orchestrating joys, disasters and horrors into our lives to milk us of energy; isn't that enough of a definition of 'evil'?
Evil's definition of predatory, sinister and self-justifying is more than satisfied with these overlord reptilian entities.
Imagine a cityscape of people, all of whom have juvenile saurian parasites ethereally attached to their spinal columns.
It lends a new meaning of present horror to the concept of a silent invasion.
These reptilian beings, highly technological, interdimensional and intergalactic, use us much as we ride horses.
We must, as a spiritual race of human beings, achieve the more conscious status of the horse, who is, by contrast, fully aware of the reins and of the rider..
Unlike the hesitant touch of a lost negative earthbound human spirit, the unseen reptilian had prevailed with sharpest painful burning, a stronger negative entity, I surmised, and certainly more persistent than anything unseen that I had previously psychically encountered.
Worse, it now seemed stuck like chewing gum, on the bottom of my psychic 'shoe'.
Morning and night, this persistent horrid entity feasted on my energies like an unerring, stubborn yellow jacket wasp,
fancying me like a can of cola at a picnic with the same insect stubbornness. .
Imposed nightmares were vivid and dazzling in the extreme.
I had taken that shower out of sheer desperation, and had glimpsed something
most certainly NOT human which had radiated a brilliance of intellect.
Seeking advice and insight, scared, flabbergasted and lugubrious, I wrote a long note, not unlike this essay, to Robert Bruce, and later received his wise, short and pithy advice.
(Robert Bruce, a mentor and teacher, ( " Astral Dynamics", " Practical Psychic Self Defense Handbook: A Survival Guide"), is 
Shortly, after I wrote him about my scary shower materialization of a lizard with a strong demonic psychic touch, he responded to my complaints of my now extensive struggles with this reptile being.
(classic round craft, designed specifically for human abductions)
(usual round UFOs are for human abductions and most pilot predators are reptilian..)
He cogently said :
"Something is happening, which is a good sign that what you are doing is having some effect."
Love, Robert
That pithy and cryptic wisdom from Robert Bruce shall have to suffice.
I am sadly sure that my reptoid microcosm experiences of predation and Dark Force energy, reflect the greater human macrocosm, predation, globally, by these self-same unseen reptilian entities...
I have learned an essential lesson, from these encounters: anxiety is the soul's natural reaction to psychic intrusion; sudden panic or slowly mounting free floating anxiety means that 'something', an entity unseen, prying and opportunistic, has just entered your energies to peek within.
That took me a long time to deduce, after wrestling with spates of horrid anxiety.
The implications of this insight, could offer spiritual relief to tens of millions who suffer from free-floating anxiety attacks,
but science has relegated this truth, down a long hall and somewhere else.
This assertion can be tested, simply:
One who experiences anxiety, a panic attack onset, can "order it, away!", like a fly at one's mustache, "in the name of God"; the anxiety will abate immediately and then resurge again as the entity responds initially and withdraws and then floats in again.
As its nature is usually sinister, stubborn, and predatory, anxiety levels will climb again.
Repeat the procedure, but now, with stronger insistence and with more anger.
Anxiety will abate, for a longer time, immediately.
Again, a wave of free floating anxiety will reestablish a foothold, anew, as the juvenile demonic grey- reptilian's intrusion approaches within your energies, again.
Who would have ever guessed that panic attacks, are psychic/telepathic intrusions, astral hitchhiking, by a demoniac ?
Like yellow jacket wasps at a picnic can of cola, this reptilian entity was unerring, persistent and sinister; anxiety and wild vivid "dreams" were symptoms, not the disease, itself, which was reptilian telepathic intrusion and attack.
What evidence exists that these are spiritual problems rather than psychological dysfunctions?
The raw evidence is overwhelming but the stench of ignorance prevails.
Ignorance is the mental state of ignoring , not a state of stupidity.
We are actually spirits, in a body, having human experiences, and not humans, having spiritual experiences,.
Proof of the unseen spirit world, all around us, is sustained by irrefutable evidences, which are ignored.
Elusive evidences, become semi-empirical proof, as obvious as a trout in the milk, when they are taken as a WHOLE:
-out of body experiences
-near-death experiences
-ghostly hauntings
-poltergeist phenomena
- highly gifted psychics and mediums
-demonic possession cases
-memories of previous lifetimes by children and by adults under medical hypnosis
-synchronicities/'signs'
-prophetic dreams and 'dreams' of dead relatives
-all major religions-angelic sightings and interventions
-a plethora of crystal clear EVPs and unimpeachable video footage evidence of spirit.
The theory that consciousness ends with physical death has not been proved to me.
Knowledge is power, especially towards attaining spiritual independence.
My encounter with a juvenile reptilian, compared to other encounters with earthbound ghosts, was like the difference between lightning, and a lightning bug.
Outside UFO circles of accepting audiences, the stench of ignorance prevails.
Ignorance dilemma is inherent, as people will not believe in that which they have not directly experienced.
How should one,"cry wolf", to sheep, unable to imagine a wolf?
Abductions and their remnant elusive memories have opened all this for Paul, a confirmed atheist, UNTIL he saw aliens float him out of his body, in his bed, at night. Then, he knew that they were interested in an essence he never suspected that he had; a soul. Our spiritual powers that interest and addict interdimensionals are the very powers that can be used to thwart further attacks.
They infect auras with attachments to themselves and ride the reincarnation roller coaster with people, to avoid the death that they fear and to steal the spiritual recycling that we have.
These joyriding grays can be sinister, discorporate alien souls ,stuck to your energies, who bring a new meaning to the concept of a silent invasion.
""For we are fighting with people not made of flesh and blood, but against persons without bodies—evil rulers of the unseen world, those mighty satanic beings and great evil princes of darkness who rule this world, and against huge numbers of wicked spirits in high places.
Put on all God's armor so that you will be able to stand safe." Ephesians 6.
