she stood at the beginning of a new life
to experience a focus on attachment
as a child, I jumped around impatiently
but they were curtailed, restricted and limited
,
she was like an angel from heaven
calling me from afar, I climbed trees to meet her
I couldn't climb any higher, until I bled,
wanted her to be mine
and waved exuberantly with soft words,
,
after only one night she broke my desire
she sang incomprehensible melodies
about false notes from a love song"
,
it would be me who betrayed my death
with impunity I heard her deaf words,
.
she composed her own chords
with impatience and dark looks, just like that to great heights
it sounded like the screeching of selfish powerlessness
.
I woke up, fell back onto my forgotten cold ground
even before I got there, she closed her heart and mouth
and disappeared into her misty air
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Ik ben , en gebruik soms ook wel de schuilnaam Julius V.E. Dreyfsandt zu Schlamm.
