Berichten van 14 oktober 2012

De Amerikaanse dichter en schrijver Edward Estlin Cummings werd geboren in Cambridge, Massachusetts op 14 oktober 1894. Zie ook mijn blog van 14 oktober 2010 en eveneens alle tags voor E. E. Cummings op dit blog.

 

 

if you like my poems let them

 

if you like my poems let them
walk in the evening,a little behind you

then people will say
"Along this road i saw a princess pass
on her way to meet her lover(it was
toward nightfall)with tall and ignorant servants."

 

 

 

my father moved through dooms of love

my father moved through dooms of love
through sames of am through haves of give,
singing each morning out of each night
my father moved through depths of height

this motionless forgetful where
turned at his glance to shining here;
that if(so timid air is firm)
under his eyes would stir and squirm

newly as from unburied which
floats the first who,his april touch
drove sleeping selves to swarm their fates
woke dreamers to their ghostly roots

and should some why completely weep
my father's fingers brought her sleep:
vainly no smallest voice might cry
for he could feel the mountains grow.

Lifting the valleys of the sea
my father moved through griefs of joy;
praising a forehead called the moon
singing desire into begin

joy was his song and joy so pure
a heart of star by him could steer
and pure so now and now so yes
the wrists of twilight would rejoice

keen as midsummer's keen beyond
conceiving mind of sun will stand,
so strictly(over utmost him
so hugely) stood my father's dream

his flesh was flesh his blood was blood:
no hungry man but wished him food;
no cripple wouldn't creep one mile
uphill to only see him smile.

Scorning the Pomp of must and shall
my father moved through dooms of feel;
his anger was as right as rain
his pity was as green as grain

septembering arms of year extend
yes humbly wealth to foe and friend
than he to foolish and to wise
offered immeasurable is

proudly and(by octobering flame
beckoned)as earth will downward climb,
so naked for immortal work
his shoulders marched against the dark

his sorrow was as true as bread:
no liar looked him in the head;
if every friend became his foe
he'd laugh and build a world with snow.

My father moved through theys of we,
singing each new leaf out of each tree
(and every child was sure that spring
danced when she heard my father sing)

then let men kill which cannot share,
let blood and flesh be mud and mire,
scheming imagine,passion willed,
freedom a drug that's bought and sold

giving to steal and cruel kind,
a heart to fear,to doubt a mind,
to differ a disease of same,
conform the pinnacle of am

though dull were all we taste as bright,
bitter all utterly things sweet,
maggoty minus and dumb death
all we inherit,all bequeath

and nothing quite so least as truth
--i say though hate were why men breathe--
because my Father lived his soul
love is the whole and more than all

 

 

 

 

E. E. Cummings (14 oktober 1894 - 3 september 1962)

Self-portrait with sketchpad, 1939

 

 

 

 

De Hongaarse schrijver Péter Nádas werd geboren op 14 oktober 1942 in Boedapest. Zie ook mijn blog van 14 oktober 2010 en eveneens alle tags voor Péter Nádas op dit blog.

 

Uit: Parallel Stories (Vertaald door Imre Goldstein)

“No one could have said that Klára Vay, with her towering coiffure and enormous eyes, her rounded lips thickly coated in lipstick, her mink coat and, even more, her gesture as she tossed it carelessly off her shoulder, her revealing décolletage and glaring white skin, her skin-tight dress so short it scared off whoever looked at it, in her inordinately high-heeled and pointed shoes, was not an apparition to attract the eye. There were her shapely calves, her figure which on the whole made a girlish impression, her strong hips, powerful thighs: the contradictions or disharmony of her anatomy. As soon as they entered Kristóf sensed the discomfort of the challenge her appearance represented and was mindful of being seen by strangers with such an ostentatious apparition. His skin itched with the awareness that Klára’s beauty and impermissible elegance rendered him ridiculous.
He turned into a little shit.
And, pathetically, he was supposed to be proud, too.
For a little shit to have such a woman. As though he had been her page boy, her escort, her secret lover for years. Or indeed, had any chance of ever being her lover.
It was wrong to let Klára see that he was overawed the first time they went out together. He had to put on the most neutral face and looks possible, to prevent those others reading from his face just how desperate he was, the ultimate failure and disaster that he had so successfully evaded up till now. 
They both managed to hit the right note, too.
They were not scandalous enough to attract those eyes for very long, the gazes peeled off, one by one. For themselves they remained scandalous and intolerable. The visible age gap had also lost its weight as a possible factor in an apparent drama of broken love. The only thing that must have been intolerable was the awareness that these two will not manage without each other and they were clearly unable to account for this awareness to themselves. They held their champagne flutes in their free hand and as though these glasses were stopping them from touching each other, their coats hung limply off the high bar stools. Bodily silence, or the total lack of the wish to talk had cut them off from other people. There was little you could subtract from what had gone before, and nothing from their presence.”

 

 

 

Péter Nádas (Boedapest,14 oktober 1942)

 

De Amerikaanse dichteres, essayiste, critica en feministe Katha Pollitt werd geboren op 14 oktober 1949 in New York. Zie ook mijn blog van 14 oktober 2010 en eveneens alle tags voor Katha Pollit op dit blog.

 

 

Night Subway

 

The nurse coming off her shift at the psychiatric ward
nodding over the Post, her surprisingly delicate legs
shining darkly through the white hospital stockings,
and the Puerto Rican teens, nuzzling, excited
after heavy dates in Times Square, the girl with green hair,
the Hasid from the camera store, who mumbles
over his prayerbook the nameless name of God,
sitting separate, careful no woman should touch him,
even her coat, even by accident,
the boy who squirms on his seat to look out the window
where signal lights wink and flash like the eyes of dragons
while his mother smokes, each short, furious drag
meaning Mens no good they tell you anything –

How not think of Xerxes, how he reviewed his troops
and wept to think that of all those thousands of men
in their brilliant armour, their spearpoints bright in the sun,
not one would be alive in a hundred years?

O sleepers above us, river
rejoicing in the moon, and the clouds passing over the moon.

 

 

 

Lunaria

 

Now that I am
all done with spring
rampant in purple
and ragged leaves

and summer too
its great green moons
rising through
the breathless air

 pale dusted like
the Luna's wings
I'd like to meet
October's chill

like the silver moonplant
Honesty
that bears toward winter
its dark seeds

a paper lantern
lit within
and shining in
the fallen leaves.

 

 

 

 

Katha Pollitt (New York,14 oktober 1949)

 

 

 

De Nederlandse schrijver Daniël Rovers werd geboren in Zelhem op 14 oktober 1975. Zie ook mijn blog van 14 oktober 2010 en eveneens alle tags voot Daniël Rovers op dit blog.

 

Uit: In de walvis

 

„Het geluid van de elektromotor zwelt aan, zittingen zuigen aan bezwete ruggen, het perron schiet weg achter de met geslepen schroevendraaiers bewerkte ruiten; je staart naar buiten en ziet niets dan beroete buizen, leidingen en je eigen gezicht; tegenover je neemt een reclameblond jongetje plaats, zijn benen reiken niet eens tot aan de grond, zijn handen zoeken steun op de zitting. Een kleine dikke vrouw snelt op de open deuren toe, twee volle plastic supermarkttassen in haar handen, het vertreksignaal klinkt, houdt lang aan, de metrobestuurder moet de vrouw hebben opgemerkt, en ze bereikt ook op tijd de deuren, haar hoofd vooruitgestoken als bij een foto-finish, maar precies op dat moment houdt ze in, bang om de drempel te nemen, en het signaal klinkt nog een keer, dit keer langer en dreigender, waarna de deuren alsnog in beweging komen en dichtslaan. Geschreeuw. Twee dames die bij de deuren staan sjorren aan de stalen hendels, en het duurt een volle seconde tot de deuren weer opengaan – om meteen daarna weer dicht te klappen. De vrouw staat nog altijd op het perron, een van haar boodschappentassen is gevallen, ze wrijft met de palm van haar rechterhand over haar hoofd, en omdat de andere plastic zak nog in de winkelhaak van rechterwijsvinger en duim hangt slaat dat zakje nu tegen haar gezicht en schouders; de vrouw grijnst en blijft ondertussen met haar hand over haar hoofd wrijven, alsof zo de pijn uit haar schedel zal verdwijnen. De stuurse blik, die vertraagde manier van bewegen: de metropassagiers kijken naar buiten en zwijgen, delen de schaamte over wat de meeste van hen gezien moeten hebben: er staat een hulpeloos kind van vijftig jaar oud op het perron.“

 

 

 

Daniël Rovers (Zelhem, 14 oktober 1975)

 

 

 

Zie voor nog meer schrijvers van de 14e oktober ook mijn vorige blog van vandaag.

De Nieuw-Zeelandse schrijfster Katherine Mansfield werd geboren op 14 oktober 1888 in Wellington. Zie ook mijn blog van 14 oktober 2010 en eveneens alle tags voor Katherine Mansfield op dit blog.

 

Uit: Bliss (The Man Without A Temperament)

 

“He stood at the hall door turning the ring, turning the heavy signet ring upon his little finger while his glance travelled coolly, deliberately, over the round tables and basket chairs scattered about the glassed-in veranda. He pursed his lips–he might have been going to whistle–but he did not whistle–only turned the ring–turned the ring on his pink, freshly washed hands.

Over in the corner sat The Two Topknots, drinking a decoction they always drank at this hour–something whitish, greyish, in glasses, with little husks floating on the top–and rooting in a tin full of paper shavings for pieces of speckled biscuit, which they broke, dropped into the glasses and fished for with spoons. Their two coils of knitting, like two snakes, slumbered beside the tray.

The American Woman sat where she always sat against the glass wall, in the shadow of a great creeping thing with wide open purple eyes that pressed–that flattened itself against the glass, hungrily watching her. And she knoo it was there–she knoo it was looking at her just that way. She played up to it; she gave herself little airs. Sometimes she even pointed at it, crying: "Isn't that the most terrible thing you've ever seen! Isn't that ghoulish!" It was on the other side of the veranda, after all . . . and besides it couldn't touch her, could it, Klaymongso? She was an American Woman, wasn't she, Klaymongso, and she'd just go right away to her Consul. Klaymongso, curled in her lap, with her torn antique brocade bag, a grubby handkerchief, and a pile of letters from home on top of him, sneezed for reply.

The other tables were empty. A glance passed between the American and the Topknots. She gave a foreign little shrug; they waved an understanding biscuit. But he saw nothing. Now he was still, now from his eyes you saw he listened. "Hoo-e-zip-zoo-oo!" sounded the lift. The iron cage clanged open. Light dragging steps sounded across the hall, coming towards him. A hand, like a leaf, fell on his shoulder. A soft voice said: "Let's go and sit over there–where we can see the drive. The trees are so lovely." And he moved forward with the hand still on his shoulder, and the light, dragging steps beside his. He pulled out a chair and she sank into it, slowly, leaning her head against the back, her arms falling along the sides.”

 

 

 

Katherine Mansfield (14 oktober 1888 – 9 januari 1923)

Portret door Shoshana Kertesz

 

 

 

 

De Duitse dichteres, schrijfster en filosofe Margarete Susman werd geboren op 14 oktober 1872 in Hamburg. Zie ook mijn blog van 14 oktober 2010 en eveneens alle tags voor Margarete Susman op dit blog.

 

Uit: Ich habe viele Leben gelebt. Erinnerungen

 

Diesem Wissen entspricht ein fast gleichzeitiges Erlebnis: Ich stehe an einem der hohen Fenster unseres Kinderzimmers, an das mir – da ich es bald verlassen mußte – gewiß keine Erinnerung geblieben wäre, wenn nicht dieses frühe starke Erlebnis es für immer in mein Bewußtsein eingegraben hätte. Ich sehe die schwarzen Vorhänge mit den großen roten Blumen, die längliche Form des hohen Zimmers, an dessen einem Fenster ich stand, und ich fühle noch heute das bittere Elend, das damals mein Kinderherz erfüllte. Ich hatte eben vorher in einem Streit meine Schwester mit einer Puppe an den Kopf geschlagen, und nun stand sie im Zimmer hinter mir und weinte, und meine Mutter tröstete sie zärtlich. Ich fühlte mich trostlos und verlassen, und aus diesem schmerzlichen Verlassensein stieg die Frage in mir auf: „Ist das, was jetzt in mir ist, wohl Mitleid?” – eine Frage, die ich – da sie nach dem Wesen einer mir nahen doch verborgenen Wahrheit fragte – vielleicht die erste philosophische Frage meines Lebens nennen möchte. Dieses Elend war natürlich nicht Mitleid, sondern Reue und das Gefühl des Ausgestoßenseins. Aber das Wort Mitleid, das ich damals noch nicht verstand, mußte mich schon oft aus Gesprächen der Erwachsenen getroffen haben, und dies ist sicher kein Zufall gewesen. Denn auch heute noch erscheint mir das Mitleid als eines der schwersten

Probleme des Menschenlebens, sowohl im Einzelnen wie im Sozialen. Denn so sicher das Wort Mitleid zu unserem Leben gehört, ist es doch das Seltenste und Schwerste, weil es nur da ganz wirklich ist, wo ein Mensch ganz in das Leben eines anderen einkehrt, während ihm doch durch sein eigenes Dasein eine unüberschreitbare Grenze gesetzt ist. Dies alles wußte ich damals noch nicht, aber durch den frühen Schmerz streifte ich an eine der Wurzeln meines Lebens, die des Mitlebens überhaupt.

Eine zweite Erinnerung stammt aus einer um wenige Jahre späteren Zeit. Sie führt mich in ein anderes Zimmer, das mir auch nur durch die Stärke eines Erlebnisses im Gedächtnis geblieben ist. Es war dunkel um uns; nur die große hellgedeckte Platte des Tisches war durch die Lampe über ihr aus dem Dunkel herausgeschnitten. Wir hatten eben mit unseren Eltern, wie immer nach deutschem Brauch, Weihnachten gefeiert, und nun saßen wir vor dem Abendessen mit dem Kinderfräulein, an dessen große dunkle Augen ich mich heute noch erinnere – ich weiß auch noch, daß sie Amanda hieß –, an diesem Tisch, wo sie uns Geschichten erzählte. In meinem Herzen brannte noch der hohe

Christbaum mit seinen vielen hellen Lichtern, die den großen Saal durchstrahlten.

 

 

 

 

Margarete Susman (14 oktober 1872 - 16 januari 1966)

Hamburg in kersttijd 

 

 

 

De Poolse schrijver Stefan Żeromski werd geboren op 14 oktober 1864 in Strawczyn in de buurt van Kielce. Zie ook mijn blog van 14 oktober 2010 en eveneens alle tags voor Stefan Żeromski op dit blog.

 

Uit: Forebodings (Vertaald door Marie Busch)

 

“In the darkest corner of the ward, in the bed marked number twenty-four, a farm labourer of about thirty years of age had been lying for several months. A black wooden tablet, bearing the words

'Caries tuberculosa', hung at the head of the bed, and shook at each movement of the patient. The poor fellow's leg had had to be amputated above the knee, the result of a tubercular decay of the bone. He was a peasant, a potato-grower, and his forefathers had grown potatoes before him. He was now on his own, after having been in two situations; had been married for three years and had a baby son with a tuft of flaxen hair. Then suddenly, from no cause that he could tell, his knee had pained him, and small ulcers had formed. He had afforded himself a carriage to the town, and there he had been handed over to the hospital at the expense of the parish.

He remembered distinctly how on that autumn afternoon he had driven in the splendid, cushioned carriage with his young wife, how they had both wept with fright and grief, and when they had finished crying had eaten hard-boiled eggs: but what had happened after that had all become blurred--indescribably misty. Yet only partially so.

Of the days in the hospital with their routine and monotony, creating an incomprehensible break in his life, his memory retained nothing; but the unchanging grief, weighing like a slab of stone on a grave, was ever present in his soul with inexorable and brutal force during these many months. He only half recalled the strange wonders that had been worked on him: bathing, feeding, probing into the wound, and later on the operation. He had been carried into a room full of gentlemen wearing aprons spotted with blood; he was conscious also of the mysterious, intrepid courage which, like a merciful hand, had supported him from that hour.”

 

 

Stefan Żeromski (14 oktober 1864 - 20 november 1925)

Portret door Leona Wyczółkowskiego