Berichten van 13 januari 2017 tot 14 januari 2017

De Nederlandse schrijver en dichter J. Bernlef werd geboren op 14 januari 1937 in Sint Pancras. Zie ook alle tags voor J. Bernlef en alle tags voor Bernlef op dit blog.

 

Aan het eind van een vorige eeuw

Er staat een rijtuig gereed op een binnenplaats
onder een zonnewering.
Voor mij of voor een ander.
Een ander stapte voor alle zekerheid vast in.
Ik weet nog niet of ik vertrekken zal
of hier moet blijven,
deuren open houden moet voor gasten uit het niets.

Alsof er iemand let op mij
achter de gordijnen.

 

 

Vriendinnen

Zij schildert alles wit
samen met een vriendin
zij schilderen alle kamers
op ladders staande wit

In jurken van jaren geleden
verven zij de vlekken weg
trekken naast elkaar verbeten
hun kaarsrechte banen

Als zij klaar zijn (ook wit)
kijken zij naar de nu weer
smetteloze muren en dan
aarzelend pas naar elkaar.

Is het berusting, is het vermoeidheid
handen op elkaars schouders, dat zij
daar zo roerloos blijven staan, als
waren zij nooit meer uit hun baan te drijven

Onaantastbaar, de strijd tegen 't bederf
met verf gewonnen, glorieus
in witgevlekte jurken beginnen zij - twee meisjes
langzaam te dansen met elkaar.

 

 

Sterven

Als je dicht genaderd bent
en denkt het is mij best,
ik heb het wel gezien en er
is niemand aan wie ik nog hecht,

laat nu maar, heer, uw knecht
met een lichaam dat
leger wordt en een
steeds meer gevuld met dromen
laat zachtjes en onvernomen -

dan kun je het wel vergeten.
Het moet nog uit je zweten.

 

 
J. Bernlef (14 januari 1937 - 29 oktober 2012)
In 1968

 

 

De Vlaamse schrijver en journalist Chris De Stoop werd geboren op 14 januari 1958 in Sint-Gillis-Waas. Zie ook alle tags voor Chris de Stoop op dit blog.

Uit: Dit is mijn hof

“Daar staan we dan, mijn broer en ik, laat in de middag, diep in de modder, blauw van de kou, te roepen naar de koeien, ‘kom, kom, kom’, terwijl achter ons opeens kogels tegen het dak van de stal ketsen.
lnstinctmatig duiken we ineen en kijken rond. Verzopen velden en weilanden strekken zieh voor ons uit tot aan de horizon, met overvolle grachten eromheen. Het enige ongewone dat we zien is een bulldozer aan de overkant van de wei achter de omheining.
De oudere koeien laten zieh gewillig bijeendrijven. Ze luisteren nog naar roepnamen als Stampvoet, Steekhoorn of Wittekop en hebben al eerder een winter in de warme stal meegemaakt. Ze plonzen gezapig door het hek naar het erf, voorbij de lange, verse maiskuil, waarvan de bitterzoete geur als natte damp in de lucht hangt. Ze waggelen, draaiend met hun dikke konten, grommend van genoegen, blindelings naar de stal, recht naar de ruif om hooi te eten.
De zeven jonge vaarzen, met hun nog blinkende oranje chips in hun oren, willen echter met geen stokslagen naar het hek, waardoor ze pas in september voor het eerst in de wei zijn gekomen, samen met de springstier. We jagen ze armenzwaaiend op, roepen en tieren, glijden uit en worden drijfnat. Op het laatste moment draaien ze zieh telkens om en stormen rakelings langs ons. Luid loeiend vliegen ze alle kanten uit. En omdat het al sinds onze kinderjaren een uitgemaakte zaak is dat ik de snelste ben en mijn broer de sterkste, is het altijd aan mij om erachteraan te rennen.
De wind wakkert aan, ik spring op de graspollen aan de zijkant van een plas, verlies mijn evenwicht en val languit in het slijk. Uitgeteld kijk ik een halve minuut naar de grote vlakken grijs en zwart die boven me over elkaar schuiven. Hoe vaak hebben we dit al samen gedaan? Ik vond het altijd geweldig om met mijn broer de kudde in en uit de stal te laten.
In ruil daarvoor krijg ik om de paar jaar een aehterkwartier mee naar huis. Niet van de beste koe, die te veel geld waard is, maar van de slechtste.”

 

 
Chris De Stoop (Sint-Gillis-Waas, 14 januari 1958)

 

 

De Britse schrijver en journalist Edward St Aubyn werd geboren op 14 januari 1960 in Cornwall. Zie ook alle tags voor Edward St Aubyn op dit blog.

Uit: Lost For Words

« Malcolm’s doubts were not confined to Hampshire. Elysian was a highly innovative but controversial agricultural company. It numbered among its products some of the world’s most radical herbicides and pesticides, and was a leader in the field of genetically modified crops, crossing wheat with Arctic cod to make it frost resistant, or lemons with bullet ants to give them extra zest. Their Giraffe carrots had been a great help to the busy housewife, freeing her to peel a single carrot for Sunday lunch instead of a whole bunch or bag.
Nevertheless, environmentalists had attacked one Elysian product after another, claiming that it caused cancer, disrupted the food chain, destroyed bee populations, or turned cattle into cannibals. As the noose of British, European and American legislation closed around it, the company had to face the challenge of finding new markets in the less hysterically regulated countries of Africa, Asia and Latin America. That was where the Foreign Office, liaising with Trade and Industry, had stepped in with their combined expertise in exports and diplomacy. The latter had come very much to the fore after some regrettable suicides among Indian farmers, whose crops had failed when they were sold Cod wheat, designed to withstand the icy rigours of Canada and Norway rather than the glowing anvil of the Indian Plain. Although the company disclaimed any responsibility, an unusually generous consignment of Salamander wheat proved such a success that Elysian was able to use a shot of the gratefully waving villagers, their colourful clothing pressed to their elegantly thin bodies by the billows of a departing helicopter, in one of its advertising campaigns.
Elysian’s weaponized agricultural agents had come to Malcolm’s attention when he was asked to sit on the Government committee responsible for the ‘Checkout List’. Aerially dispersed, Checkout caused any vegetation on the ground to burst immediately into flame, forcing enemy soldiers into open country where they could be destroyed by more conventional means. Debates about the Checkout List had of course remained secret, and from the general public’s point of view, Elysian’s name continued to be associated almost entirely with its literary prize."

 

 
Edward St Aubyn (Cornwall, 14 januari 1960)

 

 

De Japanse schrijver Yukio Mishima werd geboren op 14 januari 1925 in Tokyo. Zie ook ook alle tags voor Yukio Mishima op dit blog.

Uit: Runaway Horses (Vertaald door Michael Gallagher)

“How oddly situated a man is apt to find himself at age thirty-eight! His youth belongs to the distant past. Yet the period of memory beginning with the end of youth and extending to the present has left him not a single vivid impression. And therefore he persists in feeling that nothing more than a fragile barrier separates him from his youth. He is forever hearing with the utmost clarity the sounds of this neighboring domain, but there is no way to penetrate the barrier.
Honda felt that his youth had ended with the death of Kiyoaki Matsugae. At that moment something real within him, something that had burned with a vibrant brilliance, suddenly ceased to be.
Now, late at night, when Honda grew weary of his legal drafts, he would pick up the dream journal that Kiyoaki had left him and turn over its pages.
(...)

Since then eighteen years had passed. The border between dream and memory had grown indistinct in Honda’s mind. Because the words contained in this journal, his only souvenir of his friend, had been traced there by Kiyoaki’s own hand, it had profound significance for Honda. These dreams, left like a handful of gold dust in a winnowing pan, were charged with wonder.
As time went by, the dreams and the reality took on equal worth among Honda’s diverse memories. What had actually occurred was in the process of merging with what could have occurred. As reality rapidly gave way to dreams, the past seemed very much like the future.
When he was young, there had been only one reality, and the future had seemed to stretch before him, swelling with immense possibilities. But as he grew older, reality seemed to take many forms, and it was the past that seemed refracted into innumerable possibilities. Since each of these was linked with its own reality, the line distinguishing dream and reality became all the more obscure. His memories were in constant flux, and had taken on the aspect of a dream.”

 

 
Yukio Mishima (14 januari 1925 - 25 november 1970)

 

 

De Chinese schrijfster Anchee Min werd geboren in Shanghai op 14 januari 1957. Zie ook alle tags voor Anchee Min op dit blog.

Uit: Red Azalea

“As I understood it, my parents were doing work that was saving the world. Every evening I would pick up the children and fight with the kids on the block all the way home. It was like eating a regular meal that I got a purple cheek or a bloody nose. It did not bother me too much. Although I was scared of crossing at traffic lights and dark alleys, I learned to not show my fear, because I had to be a model for the children, to show them what bravery meant. After I arranged for the children to play by themselves in the living room, I went to set up the stove to cook dinner. It always took me a long time to light the stove, because I did not understand that wood and coals needed air to burn. I stuffed the stove as I sang songs of Mao quotations. One time, when I tried many times and the stove would not light, I lost my patience. I went out to play, thinking that the stove was not burning. Then a kid came and told me that there was smoke coming out of our house window. This happened three times.I tried to put the children to sleep while the sky was still bright. The children's little feet kicked the cotton blankets and made new holes over the old. The blankets soon became rags. When the room quieted down, I would lean on the windowsill staring at the entrance to the lane, waiting for my parents to appear. I watched the sky turn deep blue, Venus rising, and I would fall asleep by the window.In 1967, when I was ten years old, we moved. It was because our downstairs neighbor accused us of having a bigger space than they had. They said, How can a family of six occupy four rooms while a family of eleven has only one? The revolution is about fairness. They came up with chamber pots and poured shit on our blankets. There were no police. The police station was called a revisionist mechanism and had been shut down by the revolutionaries. The Red Guards had begun looting houses. No one answered our call for help. The neighbors just watched.The downstairs neighbor kept bothering us. We cleaned the shit night after night, swallowed insults in meek submission. The downstairs family became uncontrollable. They threatened to harm us children when our parents were not at home. They said their second daughter had a history of mental illness. Therefore, they could not be responsible for what she was going to do. The second daughter came up and showed me an ax that she had just sharpened.”

 

 
Anchee Min (Shanghai, 14 januari 1957)

 

 

De Oostenrijkse dichter en schrijver, musicus en cabaretier Martin Auer werd geboren op 14 januari 1951 in Wenen. Zie ook alle tags voor Martin Auer op dit blog.

 

Über die Erde

Über die Erde
sollst du barfuß gehen.
Zieh die Schuhe aus,
Schuhe machen dich blind.
Du kannst doch den Weg
mit deinen Zehen sehen,
das Wasser,
den Wind.

Sollst mit deinen Sohlen
die Steine berühren,
mit ganz nackter Haut.
Dann wirst du bald spüren,
daß dir die Erde vertraut.

Spür das nasse Gras
unter deinen Füßen
und den trockenen Staub.
Laß dir vom Moos
die Sohlen streicheln und küssen
und fühl
das Knistern im Laub.

Steig hinein,
steig hinein in den Bach
und lauf aufwärts
dem Wasser entgegen.
Halt dein Gesicht
unter den Wasserfall.
Und dann sollst du dich
in die Sonne legen.

Leg deine Wange an die Erde,
riech ihren Duft und spür,
wie aufsteigt aus ihr
eine ganz große Ruh'.
Und dann ist die Erde
ganz nah bei dir,
und du weißt:
Du bist ein Teil von Allem
und gehörst dazu.

 

 
Martin Auer (Wenen, 14 januari 1951)

 

 

Zie voor nog meer schrijvers van de 14e januari ook mijn twee vorige blogs van vandaag.

De Amerikaanse schrijver John Dos Passos werd geboren op 14 januari 1896 in Chicago. Zie ook alle tags voor John Dos Passos op dit blog.

Uit: Manhattan Transfer

“Before the ferry leaves a horse and wagon comes aboard, a brokendown springwagon loaded with flowers, driven by a little brown man with high cheekbones. Jimmy Herf walks around it; behind the drooping horse with haunches like a hatrack the little warped wagon is unexpectedly merry, stacked with pots of scarlet and pink geraniums, carnations, alyssum, forced roses, blue lobelia. A rich smell of maytime earth comes from it, of wet flowerpots and greenhouses. The driver sits hunched with his hat over his eyes. Jimmy has an impulse to ask him where he is going with all of those flowers, but he stifles it.
(...)

He is walking up an incline. There are tracks below him and the slow clatter of a freight, the hiss of an engine. At the top of a hill he stops to look back. He can see nothing but fog spaced with a file of blurred archlights. Then he walks on, taking pleasure in breathing, in the beat of his blood, in the tread of his feet on the pavement, between rows of otherworldly frame houses. Gradually the fog thins, a morning pearliness is seeping in from somewhere. Sunrise finds him walking along a cement road between dumping grounds full of smoking rubbishpiles. The sun shines redly through the mist on rusty donkey-engines, skeleton trucks, wishbones of Fords, shapeless masses of corroding metal. Jimmy walks fast to get out of the smell. He is hungry; his shoes are beginning to raise blisters on his big toes. At a cross-road where the warning light still winks and winks, is a gasoline station, opposite it the Lightning Bug lunchwagon. Carefully he spends his last quarter on breakfast. That leaves him three cents for good luck, or bad luck for that matter. A huge furniture truck, shiny and yellow, has drawn up outside.
"Say will you give me a lift?" he asks the redhaired man at the wheel.
"How fur ye goin?"
"I dunno. . . . Pretty far."

 

 
John Dos Passos (14 januari 1896 – 28 september 1970)

 

 

De Duitse schrijver en vertaler Andreas Steinhöfel werd geboren op 14 januari 1962 in Battenberg. Zie ook alle tags voor Andreas Steinhöfel op dit blog.

Uit: Anders

„Felix bedeutet der Glückliche. Der Name stammt aus dem Lateinischen. und er war. als die Winters ihn für ihren Sohn aussuchten, in der Hitparade der Jungennarnen soeben auf Platz elf vorgerückt - Tendenz leicht steigend. Melanie Winter hatte die Liste aus dem Internet heruntergeladen und hielt sie ihrem Mann unter die Nase. Ein sorgfältig rot lackierter Fingernagel tippte wiederholt auf die elfte Zeile, und tatsächlich, erkannte André Winter: Felix stand nicht nur weit genug vom. um später einmal belegen zu können. dass man sich mit dieser Wahl durchaus auf der Höhe der Zeit befunden hatte. Nein, in seiner hübschen Zweisilbigkeit stand der Name auch weit genug hinten, um sich deutlich von allen spitzenreitenden einsilbigen Jans und Toms und Bens abzugrenzen, die in diesem Jahr scharenweise, wie es aussah. zur Meinung der Menschheit an den Start geschickt wurden.
André Winter studierte stumm die Liste, speziell die Ziffer vor dem Namen Felix. Elf war eine Primzahl. Primzahlen machten ihn nervös. Alles, was sich nicht in ganzzahlige Größen teilen ließ, machte ihn nervös - das uferlose Internet, die gestauchten Zahlenkolonnen unter seinen Kontoausziigen… manchmal sein ganzes Leben. Ein Primzahlenname beschwor womöglich etwas herauf. das ihm in Zukunft Kopfzerbrechen bereiten mochte.
Aber die Zukunft war weit entfernt. Die Gegenwart war ausgefüllt von einem fordernd tippenden Zeigefinger, und noch nervöser als die Elf machte André Winter das Wissen darum, wie ungehalten seine Frau reagierte, wenn sie nicht bekam, was sie wollte. Deshalb stimmte er, mit einem letzten Blick auf ihre roten Fingernägel zu. Vermutlich war er bloß abergläubisch.
Vielleicht ging alles gut.
Und alles ging gut. Elf Jahre lang.
Am ersten Tag des zwölften ]ahres wurde alles anders.“

 

 
Andreas Steinhöfel (Battenberg, 14 januari 1962)

 

 

De Nederlandse dichter en schrijver Isaäc da Costa werd geboren in Amsterdam op 14 januari 1798. Zie ook alle tags voor Isaäc da Costa op dit blog.

 

Vijf en twintig jaren
Een lied in 1840

Kan het zijn dat de lier, die sinds lang niet meer ruiste,
die sinds lang tot geen harten in dichtmuziek sprak,
weer opeens van verrukking en hemellust bruiste,
en in stromende galmen het stilzwijgen brak?

Kan het zijn dat een ader, verstikt en vergeten,
schoon eens mede van jeugdige zangtonen vol,
thans opnieuw, door een stout maar gelukkig vermeten,
in de zandgrond geraakt, weder uitschoot en zwol?

’t Mochte zijn, dat een winter voorbij waar gevaren,
en haar ijs bij de stralen der lentezon smolt; —
dat — een reeks van onvruchtbaar vervlotene jaren
door één oogst voor het minst al die dorheid vergold!

Neen! de mens mag zijn lente geen tweedemaal smaken;
op zijn winter volgt nooit weer herleving en groei! —
dan alleen als dit stof eens zijn doden zal slaken
voor een eeuwige zon, voor een eindloze bloei!

Evenwel heeft wellicht onze Dichtkunst haar tijden. —
o! De harp van mijn stam heeft de wissling gekend
van gejuich en geklag, van verheffing en lijden,
van bevrijding en lange — verdorrende ellend.

 
Isaäc da Costa (14 januari 1798 – 28 april 1860)

 

 

De Joods-Amerikaanse schrijfster, dichteres en feministe Tillie Lerner Olsen werd geboren in Omaha (Nebraska) op 14 januari 1912. Zie ook alle tags voor Tillie Olsen op dit blog.

Uit: I Stand Here Ironing

“I stand here ironing. and what you asked me moves tormented back and forth with the iron.
“I wish you would manage the time to come in and talk with me about your daughter. I‘m sure you can help me understand her. She's a youngster who needs help and whom I'm deeply interested in helping.”
“Who needs help.” . . . Even if 1 came. what good would it do? You think because I am her mother 1 have a key. or that in some way you could use me as a key? She has lived for nineteen years. There is all that life that has happened outside of me, beyond me.
And when is there time to remember. to sift. to weigh. to estimate, to total? I will start and there will be an interruption and I will have to gather it all together again. Or I will become engulfed with all I did or did not do. with what should have been and what cannot be helped.
She was a beautiful baby. The first and only one of our five that was beautiful at birth. You do not guess how new and uneasy her tenancy in her now-loveliness. You did not know her all those years she was thought homely, or see her poring over her baby pictures, making me tell her over and over how beautiful she had been-and would be. I would tell her-and was now. to the seeing eye. But the seeing eyes were few or nonexistent. Including mine.
I nursed her. They feel that’s important nowadays. I nursed all the children, but with her. with all the fierce rigidity of first motherhood. I did like the books then said. Though her cries battered me to trembling and my breasts ached with swollenness, I waited till the clock decreed.“

 

 
Tillie Olsen (14 januari 1912 – 1 januari 2007)
Cover

 

 

De Poolse schrijver Marek Hlasko werd geboren op 14 januari 1934 in Warschau. Zie ook alle tags voor Marek Hlasko op dit blog.

Uit: The Graveyard (Vertaald door Norbert Guterman)

“Franciszek Kowalski, forty-eight years of age, slender, slightly balding, with a ruddy complexion, prominent cheekbones, and blue eyes, took a drink you won’t believe how rarely, only on really extraordinary occasions; he never drank more than he could hold, and never had to be told later by others what he had talked about and how he had behaved He was one of the lucky few who upon waking in the morning never have to be ashamed of the night before. Late one night, however, on his way home from a party meeting, a meeting which had dragged on for many hours, and at which he had often had to take the floor on matters of importance to him and his fellow workers, he ran into a friend whom he had known when they were both partisan fighters, He had not seen him since 1945 when he himself had marched off to the front while his friend, then seriously wounded, had gone to the hospital and stayed there until the end of the war.
This meeting so delighted them that they decided to celebrate it with a glass of vodka. They went to the nearest bar. The friend ordered a half pint; and when the bottom of the bottle showed, Franciszek called the waiter, and, so as not to give his friend the impression that he had gone completely rusty since the days of the underground, ordered another half pint
This put them in suda high spirits, they talked so heartily, and faded memories took on such brilliant colors, that they asked for a third half pint almost in one breath, and then the waiter himself, without asking them, served them a fourth. When they walked out, day was breaking, and the first bands of light were beginning to show in the gray sky. They said goodbye, afiecfionatdy shaking hands at great length, and then each went his way.
Franciszek walked briskly, keeping his eye on a line in the sidewalk, but he felt that some hitherto unknown forces were rocking him from side to side, and the line in the sidewalk kept vanishing from his field of vision. “I guess I’m a bit…”, he murmured, “abit. . .what the hell . . .”

 

 
Marek Hlasko (14 januari 1934 – 14 juni 1969)

 

 

Zie voor nog meer schrijvers van de 14e januari ook mijn vorige blog van vandaag.

De Duitse dichter en schrijver Rudolf Hagelstange werd geboren op 14 januari 1912 in Nordhausen. Zie ook alle tags voor Rudolf Hagelstange op dit blog.

 

Von der Überwindung des Todes

Es gilt nicht dies: zu überwinden,
Was in uns nach Behalten schreit.
Es darf ein Herz wohl Freude finden
An Dingen der Vergänglichkeit:
Ein Abendfrieden unter Linden,
Ein Trunk, ein Stern, ein Frauenkleid.
Entsagung ist die Straße der Gefahren,
Und Torheit macht nicht halt vor weißen Haaren.

Es gilt auch nicht: den Tag verspielen
Mit dem Gedanken an den Untergang
Und nach dem eigenen Herzen zielen
In einem fieberhaften Überschwang.
Wer sah nicht zu, wie ach so vielen
Dabei der Bogen in der Hand zersprang,
Und wie sie wehrlos, selbstvergessen
Nun taumelnd ihren Weg durchmessen?

Wohl aber gilt uns dies: sich selbst entschreiten,
Den Blick gerichtet auf das große Tor,
In dem das Ungewisse dieser Zeiten
Sich ins unendlich Ungewisse still verlor.
Die Schätze, die uns hier entgleiten,
Sond ohnehin nur schwaches Rohr,
Das uns zerbricht auf dieser letzten Straße,
Die jenseits liegt vor uns und unserem Maße.

Ich wollte, daß ich diese Kraft besäße,
Ganz ohne Neugier schweigend nachzudringen
Dem Tode, so in Demut der Gefäße,
Die schmerz- und klagelos zur Neige gingen
Und ohne daß die Gier an ihnen fräße,
Zu wissen, welchen Trank sie bringen,
Bis ich am Tore still die Schuh vom Knöchel streife
Wie eine Frucht die Schale in der Zeit der Reife.

 

 
Rudolf Hagelstange (14 januari 1912 – 5 augustus 1984)

 

 

De Russische schrijver Anatoli Rybakov werd geboren op 14 januari 1911 in Tsjernihiv. Zie ook alle tags voor Anatoli Rybakov op dit blog.

Uit: The Children of the Arbat

“What Lenin had called bureaucratic perversion was in fact the only possible way to run the country. It had its dangers: the bureaucracy tries to stand between the people and the leadership, it tries to supplant the leadership. That has to be stamped out without mercy. The apparatus must be the unquestioning executor of the supreme will, it has to be kept in a state of fear, which it will in turn pass on to the people.
Did he have such an apparatus? No, he did not! The present apparatus had been formed in the struggle for power and was not yet an instrument of the leader; it regarded itself as a partner in the victory. Budyagin’s visit had been a reminder of this.
The apparatus of the true leader is the one he creates for himself after he has come to power. Such an apparatus must not be eternal or permanent, otherwise ties become cemented and the apparatus acquires a monolithic quality and strength of its own. One must keep shuffling it, renewing and replacing it.
The creation of such an apparatus is more complicated than just getting rid of rivals. The apparatus consists of hundreds of thousands of people who have been concentrated into a single organism, linked and welded together from top to bottom. The present members of the Politburo were no longer those who had returned with Lenin from abroad. The Politburo members now had their own connections within the apparatus, their own links, which stretched from the top to the bottom. You only had to touch one link for the whole chain to rattle.
Did he trust his own entourage?
In politics you trust nobody.”

 
Anatoli Rybakov (14 januari 1911 – 23 december 1998)

 

 

De Duitse dichter en schrijver Werner Helwig werd op 14 januari 1905 in Berlijn geboren. Zie ook alle tags voor Werner Helwig op dit blog.

Uit:Auf der Knabenfährte

“Dieses mental Angestecktwerden ist auf sehr vielen Ebenen möglich. So ist das Sich-identisch-fühlen eines Lesers mit seinem Lieblingsschriftsteller dem gleichen Vorgang zuzuordnen. Ansteckungen können also zum Guten wie zum Schlimmen führen. Ich, beispielsweise, bin entscheidend von dem Werk des englischen Schriftstellers John Cowper Powys angesteckt worden. Das heißt, er hat einen Gärungsvorgang in mir angeregt, der meinen eigentlichen "Ton" fördern half. Zu solcher Fruchtbarkeit können Freundschaften und Liebesverhältnisse führen. Fuhrmann nennt das: Wir setzen uns aus den anderen zusammen, die wir suchen, weil sie wiederum uns für ihre eigene Komplettierung brauchen.
In diesem Sinne verstehe ich auch, warum das Schreiben von Büchern im Laufe der letzten Jahrzehnte, sozusagen durch Erpressung seitens der nothaften Zeit, zu einer Beschreibung des Vorgangs, der zum Schreiben führt, hat werden können. Wir suchen im Schriftsteller den Freund, mit dem wir Intimstes austauschen. Wir wünschen ihn, mehr als in ausgerundeten Romanen mit gestellten Kulissen, in Tagebüchern und Briefen über seinem mystischen Eigentum, im Zentrum dieses Eigentums anzutreffen und dort, in diesen Bezirken, Signale mit ihm zu tauschen, in denen er sich, wir uns, endgültig und vorbehaltlos zu erkennen geben. Das ist hilfreich. Das führt uns in brüderlicher Vereinigung durch die zermalmenden Gewalten der Gegenwart.“

 

 
Werner Helwig (14 januari 1905 – 4 februari 1985)

 

 

De Finse dichter en schrijver Zacharias Topelius werd geboren in Nykarleby op 14 januari 1818. Zie ook alle tags voor Zacharias Topelius op dit blog.

Uit: Times of Gustaf Adolf (Vertaald door Selma Borg en Marie A. Brown)

"That is not true," rejoined another, who had received from returning soldiers a vague idea of the conspiracies against the king's life. "It is," added he, with a shy voice, as if fearing to be heard by the object of his story, " it is a nun from Walskland, hired by the Jesuits to make away with the king. Six times has she given him deadly poison, and six times has he been warned in dreams not to drink. When for the seventh time she offered him the draught, the king drew his sword and forced her to swallow her own poison."
"But how can she then be here alive?" remarked an elderly lady, innocently.
"Alive?" repeated the story-teller, without being disconcerted. "Oh, that is a question.
Those creatures can dissemble wonderfully. . . .
Yes, indeed, do you remember the Dutchman last year who swallowed melted lead ? I do not wish
to say too much — but just look! The black-haired nun is as pale as a corpse! "
"Has she given the king poison?" exclaimed a trembling female voice close by. It was Meri, who, with bated breath, drank every word.
"What nonsense!" replied a sea-captain, with the air of knowing more than all the rest. " When I was in Stralsund last spring, I saw those same eyes, which one cannot easily forget. The girl was then brought to Stockholm, and one of the guards told me the whole story. She is a Spanish witch, who has sold herself to the evil one, to be for seven years the most beautiful woman on earth.”

 
Zacharias Topelius (14 januari 1818 – 12 maart 1898)
Portret door Maria Wiik, z.j.

 

 

De Duitse dichteres en strijdster voor vrouwenrechten Ida Dehmel werd geboren op 14 januari 1870 in Bingen. Zie ook alle tags voor Isa Dehmel op dit blog.

Uit: Die Muse der Bohème (Artikel van Özlem Topçu in het Hamburger Abendblatt, 2008)

„Ida Dehmel war ein respektierter Teil der feinen Blankeneser Gesellschaft, auch nach dem Tod ihres Mannes 1920. Bis 1933. Dann durfte sie keine Muse mehr sein – weil sie Jüdin war, lebte aber mit einer Sodergenehmigung weiter in dem Haus. Die Zerstörung ihres Lebens und die Angst vor den Nazis trieb sie in den Selbstmord. Im Alter von 72 Jahren nahm sie sich 1942 mit Schlaftabletten das Leben. In der Straße vor dem Haus erinnert heute ein Stolperstein an Ida Dehmel.
Als sie 1896 das erste Mal Richard Dehmel begegnete, waren beide noch mit anderen Partnern verheiratet. Ida Dehmels Ehe war noch von ihrem Vater, einem konservativen Kaufmann aus Bingen am Rhein, arrangiert worden. Ida, die bereits einen Sohn hatte, ließ alles stehen und liegen und ging mit Richard nach Hamburg. Richard Dehmels Gedicht „Empfang“ belegt die exzessive Liebe und das Verlangen zwischen den beiden:
„Wie dein Ohr brennt! wie dein Mieder drückt! / rasch, reiß auf, du atmest mit Beschwerde; / o, wie hüpft dein Herzchen nun beglückt! / Komm, ich trage dich, du wildes Wunder: / wie dich Gott gemacht hat! Weg den Plunder! / und dein Brautbett ist die ganze Erde.“
Ida und Richard wurden ein Traumpaar, nicht nur, weil sie „für damalige Verhältnisse in einer nicht gekannten Offenheit mit ihrer Erotik umgin-gen“, sagt ihr Biograf Matthias
Wegner („Aber die Liebe. Der Lebenstraum der Ida Dehmel“, Claassen-Verlag). Fotos dokumentieren ihre Lust an der Verkleidung und ihren Hang für „alles Dekorative“, sagt Wegner. Feinste Stoffe, avantgardistischer Schmuck und Kleider, die alle Blicke auf die dunkle Schönheit mit dem vollen Haar zogen. „Sie wollte das so – und sie wollte auch provozieren“, sagt der Autor. Das sei wichtig für sie gewesen, um aus dem Schatten ihres so präsenten Mannes heraustreten zu können. Es gelang ihr. Wenn Ida Dehmel zu ihren Soirées einlud, kamen sie alle. Im Mittelpunkt der Künstlerkreise zu stehen, hatte sie zu ihrer Lebensaufgabe gemacht – und institutionalisiert: 1926 gründete sie den Bund Deutscher Künstlerinnen, aus dem später die Gemeinschaft Deutscher und Österreichischer Künstlerinnenvereine aller Kunstgattungen hervorging (Gedok). Die Gemeinschaft gibt es heute noch – das größte Netzwerk für Künstlerinnen in Europa. Alle drei Jahre verleiht die Gedok in Gedenken an die Gründerin den „Ida-Dehmel-Literaturpreis“.

 

 
Ida Dehmel (14 januar 1870 - 29 september 1942)

De Amerikaanse schrijver en essayist Edmund White werd geboren op 13 januari 1940 in Cincinnati. Zie ook alle tags voor Edmund White op dit blog.

Uit:Our Young Man

“Although Guy was thirty-five he was still working as a model, and certain of his more ironic and cultured friends called him, as the dying Proust had been called by Colette, “our young man.” For so many years he’d been actually young; he’d arrived from Paris to New York in the late 1970s when he was in his late twenties but passed as nineteen. He’d been the darling of Fire Island Pines the summers of 1980 and 1981; everyone in the Octagon House was in love with him and he was a good deal more egalitarian and participatory in chores and expenses than he needed to be, splitting the grocery and house cleaning bills down to the last penny, even when he skipped meals or entire weekends.
Everyone adored him, so he could have skimped on his share. He was making $175 an hour as a model for a whole host of beauty products, which was a lot of money in those days; he made more in two hours than his housemate, the young journalist Howard, earned in a week, or Howard’s lover the mustachioed Cuban bartender Martin took in at Uncle Charlie’s in tips on two or three shifts. Even his heavy French accent made him all the more desirable; one of their most besotted housemates, Tom, started taking French lessons but could never master a whole sentence.
Nor was he stinting with his favors. He’d swallow an after- dinner concoction Ted would assemble of acid, tranquilizers, Quaaludes, and the odd yellow jacket. After a strenuous night of dancing at the Sandpiper he’d be found nude at dawn, splayed in the surf with three other amorous beauties or massaging a Croatian fellow model on the deck by the pool as they sipped big shaggy joints of Acapulco gold.
He liked the Pines, since the muscular men there were bankers or lawyers or surgeons and not just gigolos, as comparable studs would have been in Saint-Tropez, lounging around on the decks of moored yachts (or “laying out in the sun,” as these American guys all said, though Guy knew from lycée English class back in France that it should be “lying”; the French, he thought primly, would never have made a similar mistake in their own language).
He was from Clermont-Ferrand, a big, dead, dreary industrial city in the heart of France, lava-black, cold in the winter and suffocatingly hot in the summer, and now he sent home a thousand dollars a month from New York to his pious mother, who arranged the flowers for the altar, and his Communist father, a Michelin factory hand who’d been laid off for twenty years, living on welfare and drinking too much red wine (his first coup de rouge he downed at eleven every morning, an old habit from his working days).”

 

 
Edmund White (Cincinnati, 13 januari 1940)

 

 

De Duitse schrijver Daniel Kehlmann werd op 13 januari 1975 in München geboren. Zie ook alle tags voor Daniel Kehlmann op dit blog.

Uit:Du hättest gehen sollen

“2. Dezember
Jana und Ella fahren auf dem Tandem die Landstraße entlang. Die Sonne scheint, die Halme wogen, heitere Musik. Ella am Steuer, Jana breitet die Arme aus, Großaufnahme: Glücklich blinzelt sie in die Sonne. Dann fährt das Rad über einen Stein, kommt von der Straße ab und fällt um. Schmerzensschreie. Die Musik bricht ab, Schwarzblende, Anfangstitel. Setzt gleich den richtigen Ton.
Es passt gut, dass ich hier oben ein neues Notizbuch anfange. Neue Umgebung, neue Ideen, ein neuer Anfang. Frische Luft.
Letzte Woche ist Esther vier Jahre alt geworden. Jetzt wird alles leichter. Man merkt schon, dass es nicht mehr dauernd Streit um die Frage gibt, wer mit ihr aufsteht, wer sie zu Bett bringt, wer mit den Blöckchen oder der kleinen Eisenbahn oder den Legosteinen spielt. Sie kann jetzt viel mehr alleine tun.
Das kalte Blauweiß der zwei Gletscher, darunter schroffer Granit, dann die Wälder, die der Dunst in eine glatte dunkelgrüne Fläche verwandelt. Der Himmel ist leicht bewölkt, eine Wolke hat sich vor die Sonne geschoben, ein Feuerkranz legt sich um ihre weißfaserigen Ränder.
Vor dem Haus, das wir gemietet haben, bildet die Wiese einen sanften Abhang, hundert Meter etwa, zum Waldessaum hin: Fichten, Föhren und, dort, eine riesige bleiche Weide. Wenn ich das Fenster öffne, höre ich den Wind flüstern. Sonst höre ich nichts. Tief unten liegt das Tal mit seinen würfelkleinen Häusern, der Länge nach durchschnitten von drei Bändern: Straße, Fluss, Eisenbahn. Wie ein dünner Bleistiftstrich zweigt die Serpentinenstraße ab, auf der wir heraufgekommen sind.“

 

 
Daniel Kehlmann (München, 13 januari 1975)
Hier bij de uitreiking van de Weense Nestroy-Preis in 2012

 

 

De Amerikaanse schrijver Jay McInerney werd geboren op 13 januari 1955 in Hartford, Connecticut. Zie ook alle tags voor Jay McInerney op dit blog.

Uit: Bright, Precious Days

“Once, not so very long ago, young men and women had come to the city because they loved books, because they wanted to write novels or short stories or even poems, or because they wanted to be associated with the production and distribution of those artifacts and with the people who created them. For those who haunted suburban libraries and provincial bookstores, Manhattan was the shining island of letters. New York, New York: It was right there on the title pages—the place from which the books and magazines emanated, home of all the publishers, the address of The New Yorker and The Paris Review, where Hemingway had punched O’Hara and Ginsberg seduced Kerouac, Hellman sued McCarthy and Mailer had punched everybody, where—or so they imagined—earnest editorial assistants and aspiring novelists smoked cigarettes in cafés while reciting Dylan Thomas, who’d taken his last breath in St. Vincent’s Hospital after drinking seventeen whiskeys at the White Horse Tavern, which was still serving drinks to the tourists and the young litterateurs who flocked here to raise a glass to the memory of the Welsh bard. These dreamers were people of the book; they loved the sacred New York texts: The House of Mirth, Gatsby, Breakfast at Tiffany’s et al., but also all the marginalia: the romance and the attendant mythology—the affairs and addictions, the feuds and fistfights. Like everyone else in their lousy high school, they’d read The Catcher in the Rye, but unlike everyone else they’d really felt it—it spoke to them in their own language—and they secretly conceived the ambition to one day move to New York and write a novel called Where the Ducks Go in Winter or maybe just The Ducks in Winter.
 Russell Calloway had been one of them, a suburban Michigander who had an epiphany after his ninth-grade teacher assigned Thomas’s “Fern Hill” in honors English, who subsequently vowed to devote his life to poetry until A Portrait of the Artist as a Young Man changed his religion to fiction. Russell went east to Brown, determined to acquire the skills to write the great American novel, but after reading Ulysses—which seemed to render most of what came afterward anticlimactic—and comparing his own fledgling stories with those written by his Brown classmate Jeff Pierce, he decided he was a more plausible  Maxwell  Perkins  than  a  Fitzgerald  or  Hemingway.  After a postgraduate year at Oxford he moved to the city and eventually landed a coveted position opening mail and answering the phone for legendary editor Harold Stone, in his leisure hours prowling the used bookstores along Fourth Avenue in the Village, haunting the bars at the Lion’s Head and Elaine’s, catching glimpses of graying literary lions at the front tables.”

 

 
Jay McInerney (Hartford, 13 januari 1955)

 

 

De Amerikaanse schrijfster Lorrie Moore werd geboren op 13 januari 1957 in Glens Falls, New York. Zie ook alle tags voor Lorrie Moore op dit blog.

Uit: Birds of America

„Everyone has divided into teams, four and four, and written the names of famous people, songs, films, plays, books on scraps of wrapping paper torn off the gifts hours earlier. It is another few hours until Therese and her husband Ray's flight, at 4:30, from National Airport. "Yes," says Therese, "I guess we'll have to forgo the 'Averell Harriman: Statesman for All Seasons' exhibit."
"I don't know why you couldn't catch a later flight," says Therese's sister, Ann. She is scowling. Ann is the youngest, and ten years younger than Therese, who is the oldest, but lately Ann's voice has taken up a prissy and matronly scolding that startles Therese. "Four-thirty," says Ann, pursing her lips and propping her feet up on the chair next to her. "That's a little ridiculous. You're missing dinner." Her shoes are pointy and Victorian-looking. They are green suede--a cross between a courtesan's and Peter Pan's.
The teams are divided in such a way that Therese and Ray and her parents are on one team, Andrew and Pam, Ann and Tad, Ann's fiancé, on the other. Tad is slender and red-haired, a marketing rep for Neutrogena. He and Ann have just become engaged. After nearly a decade of casting about in love and work, Ann is now going to law school and planning her summer wedding. Since Therese worked for years as a public defender and is currently, through a fluky political appointment, a county circuit court judge, she has assumed that Ann's decision to be a lawyer is a kind of sorrowful affirmation, that it will somehow mean the two of them will have new things in common, that Ann will have questions for her, observations, forensic things to say. But this seems not to be so. Ann appears instead to be preoccupied with trying to hire bands and caterers, and to rent a large room in a restaurant. "Ugh," said Therese sympathetically. "Doesn't it make you want to elope?" Therese and Ray were married at the courthouse, with the file clerks as witnesses.
Ann shrugged. "I'm trying to figure out how to get everybody from the church to the restaurant in a way that won't wrinkle their outfits and spoil the pictures."
"Really?" asked Therese. "You are?"

 

 
Lorrie Moore (Glens Falls, 13 januari 1957)

 

 

De Nederlandse historicus en dichter Jan de Bas werd geboren op 13 januari 1964 in Waddinxveen. Zie ook alle tags voor Jan de Bas op dit blog.

 

Liefdesgedichtje

Je ligt als een liefdesgedichtje
zachtjes te snurken

Lieve, kleine geluidjes
doen het goed in poëzie.

Ik kus je keer op keer
en zoen je woord voor woord.

Ik stel je wakker worden
zo lang mogelijk uit.

 

 

Tweerichtingsverkeer voor beginners

Juist door de andere kant op te kijken
- O, kijk mij eens kijken naar de dingen
die ik niet wil zien - zag hij wat ze zag.

Juist door te denken wat ze niet
wilde denken - O, wat een oninteressante
gedachten had ze – dacht ze aan hem.

 

 
Jan de Bas (Waddinxveen, 13 januari 1964)

 

 

De Argentijnse schrijver en regisseur Edgardo Cozarinsky werd geboren 13 januari 1939 in Buenos Aires. Zie ook alle tags voor Edgardo Cozarinsky op dit blog.

Uit:Letters From Buenos Aires

"On screen I had always regarded the great variety of the Argentine landscape—stretching for nearly three thousand miles between the Tropic of Capricorn and the ice-floes of Antarctica—as little more than a backdrop intended to stir patriotic sentiment. In Martel’s film, the wind rarely ruffles the exteriors which, because of the sheer immobility of the camera and the deliberate lack of conviction in the acting, begin to seem as if they were made of cardboard. Perhaps one has to go back to Mario Soffici’s Prisioneros de la tierra (1939) to find nature so bare, and yet playing such an effective role. That ‘classic’ was an ambitious literary adaptation, but a long way from the chamber films to which the logic of production always consigned urban interiors.
Carlos Sorin is not a beginner. He is over fifty, and worked for a long time in advertising and as a cinematographer. Returning to directing after more than a decade of absence, he too left the metropolis—this time for the scenery of his beloved Patagonian desert. His Historias mínimas(Minimal Stories, 2002) was a word-of-mouth success in Argentina, with screenings multiplying week by week. The film combines anecdotal minimalism with extremely careful attention to the image and the actors—with a single exception, all non-professional. Its appeal, impossible to quantify or replicate, lies not only in its unending, empty scenery, but in its details: the tv game-show airing on a cable channel in the middle of nowhere, complete with shabby décor and rinky-dink presenter; the old man searching for his dog, sheepishly wondering if the animal could somehow know that his master had done something wrong; the boastful, love-struck travelling salesman who incessantly changes the name of the cake he is bringing to his girlfriend’s child. »

 

 
Edgardo Cozarinsky (Buenos Aires, 13 januari 1939)

 

 

De Iraanse schrijver Mohammad- Ali Jamālzādeh Esfahani werd geboren op 13 januari 1892 in Isfahan. Zie ook alle tags voor Mohammad- Ali Jamālzādeh op dit blog.

Uit: Persian Is Sugar (Vertaald door Heshmat Moayyad en Paul Sprachman)

“Thinking back to the events before the appearance of the officials, I recalled a discussion between the passengers and the boatmen who transferred us to the shore. They were saying that, once again, the king and the parliament in Tehran had gone on the war path. They also said that not only governmental officials had started to pick up undesirables, but that strict orders had been issued from Tehran regarding all traffic in the region.
More importantly, that very morning a new official had arrived in Anzali from Rasht. To prove his loyalty and viability, they said, this official was burning the wet alongside the dry, as it were. His behavior was likened to that of a rabid dog that, without any apparent reason, attacks innocent people left and right. Additionally, this very official was eyeing the governorship of the region. Preparing the ground for becoming the governor of Anzali, throughout the morning, he had tied up the entire Anzali-Tehran telegraph line, transmitting information on his own activities.
For a while after I entered the hut, I was quite upset. So upset, in fact, that I could not see any thing. As my eyes got used to the darkness, however, I discovered that I was not alone. The first person I saw was one of those typical Europeanized young men who would remain Iran's symbol of insipidness, foolishness, and lack of education for generations to come. I can foresee that, for the next century, Iranian theater audiences will split their sides laughing at the demeanor and behavior of those compatriots of ours.
The Europeanized gentleman in the cell wore a high collar, very much like the chimney of a samovar. Even the color of his collar matched that of a samavar, indicating that he had crossed the Caucasus mountains aboard an oil-powered engine. He sat in a niche and, in the dim light, and immersed himself in reading a "novel."

 

 
Mohammad- Ali Jamālzādeh (13 januari 1892 - 8 november 1997)

 

 

De Amerikaanse dichter, schrijver en beeldhouwer Clark Ashton Smith werd geboren in Long Valley (Californië) op 13 januari 1893. Zie ook alle tags voor Clark Ashton Smith op dit blog.

 

Autumn Orchards

Walled with far azures of the wintering year,
Late autumn on a windless altar burns;
Splendid as rubies from Sabean urns,
A holocaust of hues is gathered here.

The pear-trees lift a Tyrian tinged with blood;
Strange purples brighten in the smouldering plums;
The fire-red gold of peach and cherry comes
To storm the bronzing borders of the wood.

Rich as the pyre of some Hesperian queen,
Feeding the ultimate sunset with sad fires,
Is this, where beauty with her doom conspires
To tell in flame what death and beauty mean.

O, loveliness grown tragical and dear!
My heart has taken from the torchful leaf
A swiftly soaring glory, and the grief
Of love is colored like the dying year.

 

Amor

This is the fire of Hestia's careful hearth;
The flame that fed on many-towered Troy;
Selene's light about the Latmian boy;
The all-consuming ardor of Melkarth.

This is the peregrine star that will return,
Faithful to the olden ephemerides;
The torch of corybantic mysteries;
The spark still burning in the stoppered urn.

This is the lamp ancestral hands have lit
Deep in the doorless crypts of blood and bone . . . .
For you and me, it is a witch-fire blown

Where secret airs and obscure pinions flit,
That has outburned Walpurgis and the moon
And lifts in quenchless rose to a cloudy noon.

 

 
Clark Ashton Smith (13 januari 1893 – 14 augustus 1961)
Borstbeeld door Joe Broers, 2015

 

 

Onafhankelijk van geboortedata

De Amerikaanse schrijver Michael Carroll werd geboren in 1965 en groeide op in een wijk van Fort Caroline (nu Jacksonville), Florida. Zie ook alle tags voor Michael Carroll op dit blog.

Uit:Little Reef and Other Stories (Little Reef)

“If you’re staying a while,” he ventured wryly, as always, “I could run you a tab.”
A tab wasn’t her style, as by now he should’ve deduced, and she said, “I don’t think so.”
She handed him a ten- she wasn’t one of those demure biddies- and he took it instantly.
Closing his lips and drawing them forth, Buster said, “Wes coming in, Miz Blake?”
“He’ll be along directly, I expect. At least I hope. How are things for you, Buster?”
“Had a nasty cold last week, but I’m on the mend now. Nice day out there, you’ll note.”
“Real pretty day,” she said, nodding, waiting for him to skedaddle.
“Be right back with your change,” he said, and his heart seemed to be bursting bright.
Jo’s was a bar for women, but Buster ran the day shift. He opened at an unthinkable two in the afternoon. While in her thirties, Jeanette had left inland Jacksonville to be closer to her job and after retiring stayed out here. The beaches had a more bohemian feel, which did not disturb her enough to make a fuss over. In general people minded their own business, Buster and Alison being the only two exceptions.
Alison, as usual, was at the bar and had been leaning over it with one of her cocktails, something concocted of juices and hard liquor, when Jeanette had first come in. Alison had also been in love with Wesley, who’d lived with Jeanette since he was a tot, since before that- since he was born and after Jeanette’s only daughter, Lisa, had passed away.
Alison had eventually gotten over her crush for Wesley, unlike Buster. She was young still, living with her father, and as far as Jeanette could tell she’d never worked a day in her life. She called her father the Bastard. You got used to stories like this. Jeanette reckoned by now she’d heard them all and most of them here at Jo’s Little Reef. In her agnostic way, she prayed that her Wes would meet a nice boyfriend (not here, God almighty, no!) and thus have no further use for Jo’s. At times she’d try to see what this man looked like in her imagination, playing her game of mental slot machine.“

 
Michael Carroll (Fort Caroline, 1965)
Hier met partner Edmund White (links)

 

Zie voor nog meer schrijvers van de 13^e januari ook mijn blog van 13 januari 2014 en ook mijn blog van 13 januari 2013 deel 2.

De BNG Bank Literatuurprijs is dit jaar gewonnen door de Nederlandse schrijfster Hanna Bervoets. Een dag geleden won de 32-jarige Bervoets nog de Frans Kellendonk-prijs. Hanna Bervoets werd geboren in Amsterdam op 14 februari 1984. Zie ook alle tags voor Hanna Bervoets op dit blog.

Uit:Efter

“Laat me jullie vertellen over #103.
18 december, kwart voor negen ’s ochtends: Roya LaFayette loopt het Rheinpark in. Ze draagt een donkerblauwe jas met capuchon en duwt een kinderwagen. Haar tred houdt het midden tussen de zelfverzekerde gang van een wandelaar en de haastige passen van iemand die een trein moet halen: Roya LaFayette stapt stevig door, maar lijkt eerder vastberaden dan bang om te laat te komen.
Over de kinderwagen zit een kap die haar dochtertje, net negen maanden oud, moet beschermen tegen de kou. De baby heeft een muts op; het hoofddeksel bedekt beide oren.
Om negen uur wordt Roya verwacht op haar werk, een verzekeringsmaatschappij in het centrum van Keulen. Wanneer haar manager haar blauwe jas om kwart over negen niet aan de kapstok ziet hangen, probeert hij contact op te nemen met Roya.
Ze blijkt haar Seos te hebben uitgeschakeld.
Op dat moment staat Roya voor de deur van een huis, vijf woonblokken van het park.
Ze belt aan.
Heike Ratz ligt in bed wanneer ze haar deurbel hoort. Ze opent haar ogen, kijkt recht in het verbaasde gezicht van Hamid LaFayette: de man met wie ze de nacht doorbracht.
‘Zal ik opendoen?’ vraagt Heike.
Hamid knikt langzaam.
Zodra Heike de deur heeft geopend, rijdt Roya haar kinderwagen de gang in. Ze loopt Heikes woonkamer door, direct naar de keuken. Daar parkeert ze de kinderwagen voor het aanrecht. En controleert ze nog één keer of de kap goed dichtzit.
‘Wat doe je?’ gilt Heike, maar Roya duwt Heike de keuken uit.
Hamid, die nog altijd in bed ligt, hoort nu het gehuil van zijn dochtertje.
En daarna het gekrijs van zijn minnares.
Wanneer Hamid de huiskamer binnenkomt, ligt Heike op de grond. Naast haar staat zijn vrouw Roya. Met in haar hand zíjn stanleymes.
Daarmee staat de teller nu op honderddrie. En dat zijn slechts de dodelijke slachtoffers. Honderden, duizenden geweldsdelicten worden op dit moment met Efter in verband gebracht. Om nog niet te spreken van de aanrandingen. Deze maand negenentwintig in de regio Kopenhagen alleen, Denemarken registreert de Efterverkrachtingen als enige land apart.
#104, #105, #106, #107: morgen, hooguit overmorgen zal ik over nieuwe slachtoffers moeten vertellen.”

 
Hanna Bervoets (Amsterdam, 14 februari 1984)